Saturday, February 25, 2012

Letter to Her

Alright I finally got some down time. When squares ask me I just tell them its my favorite color. But when well rounded people, like yourself, inquire then I'll take time to explain the meaning behind it. My views and outlook on life is ver...y broad and somewhat colorful but solid like the various blue colors. I associated myself with the word blue and its definition. Blue is to be sad. I had a problem with depression at that time, not so much anymore. Blue also means indecent. I do a lot of things my own way. I pull stunts. Put thought into something then act without hesitation or fear. Blue also carries a sense of the word puritan, meaning strict morals which I was raised and instilled with. Father hard on me growing up. Then I feel conflicted when I do wrong, tendency to be indecent at times. Blue also means to be discolored as in cold. I'm numb to a lot of things and some people thought I had a cold and quiet heart. I'm more sympathetic now; that took time. I used to didn't care about too many people. Someone told me I was an indigo child; but that's another story. Indigo is blue too. Also I associate myself with the blue rose. That type of rose is mythic and doesn't really exist. Which it hard to attain like myself. Represents mystery, like myself. People always wonder I am and what I'm thinking. Also represents grace and beauty, which I embody in terms of writing. Roses grow to full potential for short period of time and die out. Like myself, never felt like I would live a long life. Blue rose symbolizes impossible and a sense of a hopeless romantic. At times I am because of past tragic relationships. Charm comes with the rose that I share with others that also strengthens my charisma when need be. Its also my first tattoo on my left arm.

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